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    Ranilyn  31, Female, Canada - 26 entries
12
Jul 2015
2:49 AM MDT
   

Addiction

Drunk on stories
Drunk on the lives of the characters - their bravery, their joy, their struggle, their pain, their persistence and resiliency
Drunk�
on the unconditional and awe-inspiring love shown and felt by these people
even in face of unexpected betray from someone so close that they trusted
- like a dull carving knife into one's heart
And yet, through the pain, through the agony, they bear a vicious grin with blood pouring out of their mouths, standing tall to fight.
Or they reach out and continue to love, love, and love and save
the one who had coldly pierced their exposed hearts
even if it meant taking the knife out of their murderer's hands
and further impaling themselves on it
(for all those characters who still chose to save those who hurt them, even if it meant giving up their lives)

I am drunk on their courage
their dammed unwavering loyalty�
(Oh Stefan my heart broke for you and I am in awe at your faithfulness to Marsilia)
I am drunk on their ability to find what they firmly believe
And stand for it in the face of unshakeable odds
And they come out battered, bruised, damaged, and perhaps even weaker than before
But before you stands a man who you can only look upon with great respect
and admire for making the tough choices of doing what they think is right
- though sadly enough, as we all know intimately, that sometimes that doesn't mean it is
(Thank you Harry Dresden, for teaching us that it's okay that sometimes our very best is not enough. We must always pick ourselves up and keep going, even through the face of our mistakes)
I am drunk on the lives they have lived
The decisions they have made
The adventures they have embarked upon
The loves that they had
The enemies and temptations they fought
The things they learned

The lessons they taught

I cry as they have cried through heartbreak, pain, and death

I wept among their family and mourners in their funerals

I laugh at their comical antics or the absurd situations they found themselves in

I felt the fierce swell of triumph when the underdog stands straight once again,
from the beaten pile of limbs,grinning with blood in our teeth and conviction of our victory in our eyes

- or at least our damned determination to see it through at the very least

I drink and drink and drink

of these stories spun masterfully by skilled writers

I drink until I cannot tell if I am drinking ambrosia or poison,

until I cannot tell if it inspires life in me when I am weary of the struggles and monotony of life

�or if it leaves me drugged for a fantastical substitute�

numb to real life

unable to cope with facing my own trials,
always longing and desperate for the next hit

Like a drug addict who despises his sorry situation

but makes no move to confront and make a change in his lifestyle

choosing instead to escape by injecting another wonderous shot of ecstasy

that slide through your veins like the sweetest bad decision you've ever made

I drink until I only know that I fear sobrierty

And then I drink some more so that even that fear is gone and I can live through

someone else's pain and someone else's joy

so I do not have to face my own.
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    pamelapratt  34, Female, Nebraska, USA - First entry!
16
Jul 2015
12:36 AM EDT
   

Custom Sublimation Products-- An innovative Marketing strategy!

Today is the world of marketing. Without proper approach to promote any product it is very difficult for any company to survive the rate race. For this reason you will require different methods to Market Company and its products or services. On top of that companies are in search for fresh and distinctive methods to grab the attention of their targeted visitors. One such innovative concept which is being liked by many these days is making use of custom sublimation products.

Sublimation is a process through which one can print a personalized message or an image on an item. Lot of items can be utilized for the purpose of promoting any company.

When the promotional strategy is not completed with proper plan then there are high chances of failure. For this reason it is essential to analyze all the factors prior to application of any marketing strategy. In case you are looking forward to marketing with custom sublimation then there are some of the things that can prove to be helpful. Here are some of the points that you need to bear in mind while planning for this marketing strategy.

Keep your target market in mind
When you opt for sublimation products to promote your company you will first have to decide a theme. Theme needs to be selected by keeping your target audience in mind. For instance in case you are dealing with energy drinks for children then you basics needs to be around the interest of the children. With this you will be able to develop a strategy that will prove to be successful.

Be clever while selecting your providers

While short listing the providers of sublimation products pick the best ones of the industry. Companies making use of the best sublimation machine for creating graphics will generally offer you best print. At the time of searching for the sublimation products provider you need to choose the one that takes orders in bulk. It is with this that you will be able to begin the strategy successfully. You also need to pay attention on the type of printing the company has to provide you with. When a good quality sublimation machine is not used then there is possibility of you getting prints that are pixilated. This is why choosing one from the top notch providers is an important point of consideration.

Be sensible while choosing your products

It is important that the design of the marketing concept in accordance with your target market and your reason for promotion. There are many products that can be used for the purpose of marketing through sublimation. But then it is essential that you select best kind of product. Ensure that the product is not only apt for the customers but also for purpose of printing. The product you select must support printing. Also it needs to be perfect for the coating you are planning to give to the sublimation products you can either go for Glass powder coating or MDF powder coating. These two has best outcome on the products.

These are some of the significant pointers that you need to bear in mind whole planning for custom sublimation for marketing your company.
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    evaDeva  60, Female, Arizona, USA - 3 entries
21
Jul 2015
11:38 AM MST
   

There is no religion in heaven.
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    ruthharris  42, Female, New York, USA - First entry!
22
Jul 2015
2:29 AM PDT
   

Enhance your kitchen with granite countertops Miami



Are you not happy with the type of kitchen you currently have? Do you wish to carry out some improvements and renovations? In such case there are lots of different materials available that can help you out with this. When a place is improved it will surely look good and so it is essential for you to plan properly along with considering the best material for the same. Here choosing the best granite countertops Miami will be the best option for you. This will be a perfect and the most attractive makeover.

There are a lot of aspects which make this material to be the best. It is essential for you to know about this as with this selecting and installing countertops can become simple. Mentioned below are some good reasons for which you should be installing granite countertops Florida.






The first thing is that this material is very long lasting.

In case you are looking out for some surfaces in the kitchen which will last for a long time then these kinds of countertops never disappoint you. You will be glad to know that granite can sustain scratch, fade and stains. These will not scratch easily and will also not corrode with time. Like the other materials available these tiles do not chip easily and are sturdy and resistant to all the natural daily wear. Through this kind of granite countertops Miami for your house you can be sure regarding the timeless beauty.

Secondly this material also has a very unique beauty

At the time you are looking forward to have beautiful kitchen then granite countertops can be one of the best choice. It is one of the natural style that is available in lot of shades which comprise of pink, jade, violet and others. You can select from the surfaces that according to you will look good and compliment your kitchen. You can talk to an expert before installation of the same. With this you will get an idea of the color and the thickness of granite which you should opt for. It is then that you will be able to choose the perfect piece for your kitchen. It is only then that the granite Cleveland it will compliment the space well.


This material is cost effective


You will be aware of the fact that purchasing and getting granite countertops Miami can prove to be costly however it is one of the best material when compared to others. It will be able to retain their value for years and so installing them can be a great idea. Above all this you also need to be sure about the style that you select. This is mainly because these designs hardly go out of style and thus will remain modern for many years. It is with this that the cost-effectiveness of the material will be proved.

Hence in case you are searching for good granite Cleveland countertops then it is essential for you to search for the best supplier. It is only then it will be useful for you and you can be assured of quality too.

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    suewitham  42, Female, Arkansas, USA - First entry!
03
Aug 2015
1:46 AM EDT
   

Considerations to purchase ideal swimwear Australia during pregnancy

Do you have a beach trip round the corner or planning for a swim during your pregnancy? In case you have the doctor's permission and said yes then one important thing that you would want is the maternity swimwear Australia. Although you might be wearing the non maternity clothes during pregnancy, swimwear is something you can not compromise on.

You must be managing with your man's tees or some of your empire tops but it is not possible for you to fit in your swimwear before pregnancy. Thus you will have to buy the sexy bikini that would suit your pregnancy look. Below are the tips that you need to consider at the time of shopping for the maternity swimwear.

Tip # 1

In case you are buying the swimwear in your early days of pregnancy then buy one size bigger than your requirements. Also you need to ensure that the outfit is not that much look that it fall off your shoulder or droop down in the water; this is the time when you need to wear clothes that offer you utmost support. As the weeks pass during your pregnancy, the swim suits will start getting tighter.

Tip # 2

Purchase a maternity swimsuit having plenty of stretch- particularly at the places you need it like hips, bust and belly. A common fact forgotten by many is that bust enlarges tremendously during pregnancy and so you need an outfit that offers good enough space to your breasts. Also search for the suits made of Lycra that provides maximum stretch.

Tip # 3

In case you are bigger from the hips, then choose the side tie option. Adjustable pregnancy swimwear Australia with option of side tie is quite commonly available these days for women who do not have same body from top as well as bottom.

Tip # 4

If you are planning on lap swimming, look for one piece bikinis online. Strapless minis and baby doll sits can definitely look great when you are on a beach vacation but it is not suitable to wear it for lap swimming. All the women who spend or plan to spend a lot of time at the beach or the pool, buy two bikinis online- one for real swimming and another for fashion.

Tip # 5

In case you are bigger at the bust, then ensure that purchase the swim suit that has sufficient bust support. An outfit having an option of adjustable straps from the shoulder area will be a good idea. Suits that are higher at the back or have bra-clip support in the back will provide you right support in the bust area. In case you are already bigger in bust, then the size would increase more during pregnancy. You need to keep this thing in mind. You can even look for swimwear having slight padding that will help you give smooth shape and not show when wet.

Tip # 6

Also look for accessories to wear when you buy bikinis online. While visiting a beach you can make use of covers for maternity swimwear Australia.


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    manavpietro  37, Male, New York, USA - 63 entries
13
Aug 2015
5:45 AM IST
   

Major Construction Projects in Oman

Keeping in mind the relatively small population of Oman (around 4 million), the scale of construction projects in this middle-east nation is quite impressive. In the past two decades, the public sector has invested heavily in large construction projects across the country. Rapid infrastructure development has significantly contributed to the overall growth of the country.

Just like most other middle-east nations, oil and gas is the most important sector in Oman. There are a number of exploration and production projects in Oman. Apart from oil and gas, there are many other industries that have significant projects under construction. These include transportation, power generation, tourism, housing, health care and wastewater management. Several highways and hotel projects are in the advanced stages of planning in Oman.

Some of the major projects that are currently under construction in Oman include-

Oman Convention & Exhibition Centre

Set to open in 2016, Oman Convention & Exhibition Centre will be one of the most iconic landmarks in Muscat. It will host conventions, exhibitions and economic events. The project has been built with an approximate cost of US$1 billion.

Oman’s National Rail Network

The 1,061km national rail network in Oman is being built in phases and is expected to be completed by 2018. This project will be linked to the proposed GCC (Gulf Cooperation Council) railway system. It is one of the most ambitious railway projects in the middle-east region.

Batinah Expressway

The 265 kilometer long 8-way Batinah Expressway will connect Muscat Expressway with the Oman-UAE border Khatmat Malaha. Most of the work on this project is expected to be completed by the year 2017. Several tenders were floated by Oman’s Tender Board, which handles major government project, in 2014 and 2015. The first part of this project which runs from Muscat to Barka was recently opened by Ministry of Transport and Communication.

Other New Projects

Oman government has recently awarded new construction projects worth $274m. A $124.2-million construction project has been awarded to the UK-based construction group Carillion. The project involves construction of a residential complex at the Khazzan tight gas project site in Central Oman. The construction of a TV Digital Transmission Facility for the Public Authority for Radio and TV is another major project that has been awarded by Oman government.

With so many new projects in the pipeline, Oman’s Tender Board is expected to float many new tenders for construction projects. Many of these are small scale and medium scale construction projects. As the construction activity continues in full swing in Oman, this is a good time to invest in the upcoming construction projects in the nation. There are many reliable websites where all the information related to construction projects in Oman is available.

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    BGocher  54, Female, Louisiana, USA - 4 entries
07
Oct 2015
5:11 AM CDT
   

Pick your boiler service NJ Company wisely

Boilers are getting very common today. There are many households where you will find boilers installed to heat water. The biggest reason behind this is that boiler is a money saver option. Along with saving money this appliance is very fast. If you are also looking for a money saver option for heating water then looking for professional boiler installations NJ will be of good help. However installation of the best boiler is not enough. You will also have to make sure that you get your machine serviced on regular time interval. Regular servicing will help in sustaining the shelf life of the boiler.

Searching for the best boiler service NJ can be a daunting process, especially when there are so many out there.

In order to find the best servicing company it is important you are aware of the options available to you. Thus make sure that you first start collecting options for companies offering boiler servicing. You can talk to your closed ones, neighbors or colleagues and ask for referrals. Additionally you can also browse the local directory for some other options. Another way to find good options for boiler service NJ is through internet. Make sure that you look for companies that are not only offering boiler repair and maintenance services but also services for heater repairs NJ and furnace repairs NJ.

Once your list of options is ready it is now time to compare the service providers on different aspects. Following are the things you need to concentrate on in order to find the best company for boiler servicing:

Registration: Every company offering services for boiler repair and maintenance needs to register itself with an authorized association. A registered company is bounded by rules and regulations to follow related to the use of products. It is mandatory for them to use products that are standardized.

Introductory offers: Since this is your first assignment with the company and you are the new clients, it will be good to treat you specially. Look whether the company is offering any special offer to lure you to continue with the services. Since it your first association with the company judging them on their services will be difficult; unless you have approached them through any referral. This is the time when discounts and special offer lures you.

Education and training: technology doesn’t stop for anyone. There are new products introduced every now and then in the market. This is why it is important that the boiler service NJ you choose should be updated with the trends. Know the frequency of offering training sessions to their employees related to the new launched technology. You never know when you might plan to buy a latest machine and require their services for boiler installations NJ. Thus it is important for the employees to be capable of work with any boiler.

These are few important things you need to concentrate on at the time of looking for a company for boiler repair and maintenance services.

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    SecretNanDiary  77, Female, United Kingdom - 4 entries
05
Oct 2015
9:12 AM BST
   

I've come to the conclusion that I should never read my old diaries. I have just read last Christmas day's entry and I had forgotten how we had all had a lovely day until AJ�kicked off and caused a massive row with me after SJ and MS had gone to bed. I had totally forgotten you how upset I was. �I never could figure out why she did it. �But it has made me very sad again to read it.

Mind you I am already feeling a bit off emotionally today after receiving the letter to ring the surgery about my blood test last Thursday. The receptionist told me that it was an adverse reading and this is why the doctor needs to speak to me. I am sure she was never meant to tell me that. I have made an appointment to have a telephone consultation with Dr Jenny on Wednesday morning. � I am sure she is just going to tell me that my cholesterol reading is above the 5 and will therefore put me back on Simvastatin. �However that doesn't stop me having a little niggle of worry about it.

MS also contacted me this morning, via Skype, asking me if I could meet with him for lunch to discuss the fact that he has now learnt his lesson and is hoping that SJ and he can get back together again. �I simply told him it was between him and SJ and I was going to keep out of it. He felt it was okay to contact me because SJ had just told him to keep away from her family for two weeks and the two weeks is now up.� I will of course tell SJ about it but I don't want her really to let him know that I have told her. �But that of course is up to her.

I have had fun this morning though. I've made a start on the boxes for Christmas that I am going to make up for everybody's presents this year. I thought if I didn't make a start soon it would be a mad rush nearer Christmas.

Some things that I put in their boxes are going to be bought and other things I am going to make. Today I had the idea of giving them each a game. First of all I thought of things like marbles and jacks and other old-fashioned games, but then I thought about more grown up games.

What I have decided to do is to buy each of them a pretty 2 oz tobacco tin and in that tin put a game. The games I have chosen are, Bingo, Shut the Box, Yatzee and Farkle. �I had never heard of Farkle before, but I came across it on the web when I was looking for scorecards to print off for one of the other games. In each of the tins I will put any dice, notepad, scorecards, pencils and such that each game needs. I don't know yet to whom I will give which game. �I have also made a start on picking out the tobacco tins on Amazon that I will buy for the games though.
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    SecretNanDiary  77, Female, United Kingdom - 4 entries
06
Oct 2015
9:15 AM BST
   

AJ rang me the moment she was out of the hospital to say that they managed to get that bloody coil out of her in the end without too much trouble but with a lot of pain.� Bloody NHS should have sorted all of this a long time ago.� Thank God she was able to get it done privately in the end.� Now she just needs to make a decision as to whether she has that one ovary removed or see how it goes for a while.

SJ came to lunch and was still excited over MS paying off �2000 from one of her credit cards in the hopes that she will go back to him.� She feels mean letting him do that but when you think of the thousands of pounds he owes me and I will never get back now, �2000 going to SJ is peanuts.� I'd rather she get something out of him even if I can't, as long as he is coughing up something.

Everything I ordered on line this last few days arrived today.� The new bag to carry puppy, my e-ciggy refills and the lovely new long scarf I have bought for my hair.� I am fed up with continually having to just use this brown/beige one I have.�

I had just dozed off this afternoon on my comfy chair when JJ turned up unexpectedly.� I love to see my girls.� A couple of hours later we both went back to theirs for me to have dinner and stay for the evening.� I nearly didn't go as I had been feeling sick and dizzy since lunch time.

I'd had a lunch from the Lunch Club and within an hour I had started feeling off colour.� This seems to happen now every time I have one of their meals.� I am wondering if they are using something in their cooking that disagrees with me.� One thought is that instead of using sugar for their puddings they are maybe adding an alternative.� It's the only thing I can think of that would affect every meal they dish up.� I do know that they are following the government guide lines for cutting down or out salt and sugar.��

As I write this now at 10pm I am feeling much better.
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    SecretNanDiary  77, Female, United Kingdom - 4 entries
07
Oct 2015
9:15 AM BST
   

Woke up to find that they had turned the main heating for the building on, which meant I didn't have to use my individual radiator which costs money.

Tried to use the new scarf on my hair but unfortunately, while beautiful, it's too long and too wide to use on my hair. Bummer!� But will use it as a regular scarf.

I had my telephone appointment with the doctor at midday and just as I thought my cholesterol has gone up.� I in no way expected it to be as high as she told me it is though at 6.5 - I did expect it might be as much as 5.5 but bloody hell, 6.5 is ridiculous.� So it's back on the statins for me.� Needless to say I am not happy.

SJ sent JJ to fetch me as soon as I told her my phone call with the doctor was finished.� She didn't come herself as the chaps were there fixing the windows.� I only stayed for the afternoon as SJ was going to the cinema with MS this evening.�� She can't wait for Aimee to get all her medical issues sorted on MS's insurance so that she can then make it clear to him that she isn't going back to him.

I wasn't happy because SJ got MS to drop me off home on their way to the cinema.� I really, really didn't want to have to be pleasant to him.� I loath the man so much now.� Trouble was he went out of his way to talk to me on the journey home and I couldn't bloody ignore him as he has to be kept happy just for a short while longer.� Thank God the journey only took 10 minutes.
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